Day 32: Thursday

The return of hunger.

I could not stop eating yesterday:

toast, potatoes, rice, vegetables, coconut water, milk shakes, chocolate cake, dosas, bondas (fried indian snacks), fried this, greasy that….after having like no appetite for weeks, suddenly I was a raging eating machine to the point that know I am on Cipro for a horrible stomach bug—-I was probably eating for the bug too and that’s why I was so hungry.

Oracle: Two beautiful birds with white strips on their wings and yellow feet—during morning coffee while Sam was sharing his story about his beautiful darshan with Amma the night before.

Spent most of the day discussing relationship theory and Vedic Astrology with my roommate: Sam. Amma put us together to learn about the Supreme Reality vs. the delusion of romantic relationships. Powerful lessons about not getting attached or falling in love. It’s about awakening my own masculinity—my inner Shiva.