Day 35

Renewal

The Sun enters Pisces

Eve of Shivaratri

Structure:

445am rushed to Archana

630am: coffee and tarot

Oracle:  Judgment and 8 of Cups

730-830 amTook a late morning nap and dreamt of a strange building in the ashram that looked like some kind of renaissance spa—with all of these little tubs—like some kind of angelic, Italian beautiful spa. But all of the tubs were filled with old men staying at the ashram. I’m sure this is because there is no easy way to bathe here and I’m missing my tub like crazy. The bucket bath scenario gets to be old. 

830-915: IAM meditation and yoga

930 am: Polarity Therapy session was with a Pisces on the first day of Pisces—very sweet.

1030 breakfast: breakfast sandwich and cinnamon toast and cappuccino (gave most of it to Sam)

1130-1pm: chanting on the stage with Amma

1pm: coconut break

130pm lunch: rice and curd with yogini and am

3-4pm: email

4pm: And my Astrology/Tarot seva in the afternoon was with a Cancer and Scorpio couple.

5pm: bucket bath

6pm Shiva-Shakti puja at 6pm with my favorite grandma: Sudhamane who chants with me every night and Sam! Very sweet even though we could not sit in the inner sanctum because it was full.

730: dosa break

830

Looked at Venus-Jupiter with Sam while walking up the ramp to the 9th floor.

Night until now: procrastination.

Confession: I still catch my ego looking for nearest escape hatch.

Relinquish: being 5 minutes late

Sacrifice: Sleep