My soul is impatient with itself, as with a bothersome child; its restlessness keeps growing and yet is forever the same. Everything interests me, but nothing holds me. I attend to everything, but only dreaming all the while. I’m two, and both keep their distance, like a pair of Siamese twins that aren’t attached.

Gemini rules my descendant—my shadow self: I can totally relate to this as I feel more scattered and restless than ever since Jupiter went into Gemini…

The Book of Disquiet, Fernando Pessoa (via drunkonliterature)