Confession:
I can be horribly selfish
Oracle:
“Turn Into” by Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Body:
10 min foot massage-10 min back massage
Relinquish: Panic over not having enough time to finish everything.
Sacrifice:Work
Inspiration:
Swami talk CD: 3 kinds of love in this worldWe love the goal, the means and ourselves.Horrifying realization about how much “agenda” goes on when pursuing so-called “love”
Structure:
Missed my gyrotonic appointment at 9:30 am because of exhaustion. Got up at 11 am. Long brunch with Harpo on the terrace of Sant Ambroeus. Journaled, read my witchcraft book and made giant to-do list. Spent most of the day dealing with Saturn issues: (so time consuming) banking, correspondence working out reservations/details/planning. for the Escape to New York event. Dinner with my long lost friend until 2 am. Should not have had that late night cappuccino—was up until the sunrise trying to sleep.
